Bad Dates. Good Poems.
These dates.
These men.
The ones who hurt me, bore me,
make me write poetry,
inspire me to mock them,
to examine the details of their behavior
until they are only what they are to me.
Can they all be as ridiculous as they are to me?
Or do I just refuse to forgive them for things they
haven’t yet had a chance to do?
No man stands a chance.
And I still think, foolishly, that there is a man.
A chance.
One more time for one more date to be right.
So I go
knowing that, even if it’s not right
at least I’ll get a poem out of it.
A poem that snakes around the innocent boy
who sits in front of me, thinking his own thoughts,
and trying to connect and get laid and, maybe even,
I’d like to think,
fall in love.
And if it’s him across from me,
If he’s the one,
I think I’ll make fun of the one, too.
I have a lot of bad dates.
But I write a lot of good poems.